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Hi everyone it’s lex here. So long story short, I am in a relationship with this amazing woman. We are currently in a long-distance relationship and we’ve been together for about five months. It’ll be five months in November. I love her very very much. She is my first girlfriend and I plan on going to see her in December of this year to spent Christmas with her and spend time with her . What I’m afraid of is…. Fingering her and licking her down there. I’ve kissed girls and I went down on a woman before but it was a bad experience because she smelled, she smelled bad. I was gagging and I told the woman I was sorry and she said it was OK but after that experience, I haven’t done anything with a woman I’ve kissed women, but I haven’t had full-blown sex with a woman and I am very very afraid to have sex with my girlfriend for the first time because she’s my first, she’ll be she’ll be my first lesbian experience I want it really badly. I want to have sex with her. I’m just afraid that I’m not gonna be able to please her like she wants me to because she was telling me that being in a lesbian relationship it Has to be 50-50. I understand that because we’re both girls and we both have to please each other, but I had told her that I am submissive and shy in bed and I don’t know if I’ll be able to do what she wants me to. I’m just afraid that I won’t enjoy it or that I won’t be good enough in bed or I won’t be able to please her , there’s just lots of thoughts going on in my head I’m just anxious, scared , like am I just freaking myself out or?
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