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My parents used to fight all the time when I was growing up and I get depressed. When it happens I lock my doors and put on headphones and try to enjoy myself and forget everything around me. I think its my way of coping(?)
I think I brought that habit with me from back then. Now whenever something makes me really sad, stressed out or lonely, I have a strong desire to play with myself and get turned on. Otherwise its really uncomfortable for me without a release. I told my boyfriend about it and he told me its a weird coping mechanism, laughed and just call him when I’m horny.
Is it really a coping mechanism or I have a masochistic fetish that makes me horny whenever I’m sad, i dont really know. Is it a bad habit?
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