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I (18m) have a huge crush on a girl (18f). We hang out frequently, kinda a lot actually. She’s cute and very sweet.
The problem is that whenever I watch porn I think of her instantly. I actively picture her in those scenes, doing things to her etc.
Lately I cannot even cum when watching porn unless I envision her.
I feel bad because she has innocent vibes and I feel like I’m indirectly violating her by having these fantasies and thoughts. For example I saw a clip where the woman was getting choked and cryinh and I thought of her and masturbated but then afterwards I felt bad that I pictured her in that situation. But the fact she’s typically cute and innocent makes the fantasy hotter if that makes sense
I don’t even think I deserve to be her friend anymore
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