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I’ve been with my girlfriend who is now my wife for 15 years. And we’ve been having sex all 15 of those years, things change as you’d expect over time but what doesn’t change is the fact that I for no reason feel guilt and embarrassment when she wants to pleasure me whether it’s giving me a bj, jerking me off or even a simple massage.
I have no problems giving pleasure of course it makes me feel useful when I make her orgasm I make it a point when we do have sex to make her cum at least 3 times and I’m successful in that most of the time. Had a long time to work out what she likes and how she likes it.
She says it gives her anxiety and affects her self esteem when I turn her down and I usually just remind her that we been together for 15 years and have two kids and not to mention she just bust 3 nuts. She’s got a lot to worry about other than pleasuring me and I don’t know if this actually makes her feel better but it sure as hell ends the conversation which is good for me because I can’t explain this shit.
I figure if it’s really bad then she would go find some other guy who wouldn’t mind shoving his cock down her throat.
My question is, what is this bad feeling I get? I would love to just let her do it but the guilt often outweighs any relief I feel from cumming.
Edit: No, I do not cheat on her and she doesn’tcheat on me we are very loyal to eachother. I don’t know what I feel guilt for….I just do. Can’t explain it.
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