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Hello everyone,
Does anyone here have any advice on how to be at peace with some lost opportunities ?
I have a few that still haunt me. Mostly occasions where a girl came at me real hard but was too drunk or engaged so I said no. But I still think about it years later and sometimes get turned on reliving it as a fantasy…
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There are two in particular : one when I was a late teen and a friend came over. It was just the two of us. We were in bed spooning and I was happy to have a female friend without sexual tension. We watched a documentary about Bettie Page. Since she had a boyfriend it never even crossed my mind to do something. The other one was much later. A colleague called me late at night saying she was in the street where I live to visit someone. They just finished watching a movie and she was drunk. I think the other guy was her fwb but somehow he kicked her out. She had clearly made a serious effort about her looks compared to how we usually hung out. I remember at some point she was on my bed and found my sextoys in my drawer. She started playing with a suction cup dildo on her forehead as a unicorn. We had so much fun like kids. But then she put it on the wall and said watch this, and gave me a display of her skills. On all fours, sucking on it like it was her last meal. She knew some of my kinks and kinda started begging for it which made it hard to say no, but she was clearly drunk. I tried to talk to her about it the next day but she says she blacked out and does not remember.
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Anyway I know it was the right decision at the time but still… it stings a bit.
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