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So my boyfriend (on and off for about a year) wants to have anal sex with me. Now it’s not like we haven’t gone down this path in the last year or so but I’m always so cautious about it and it gives me a lot of anxiety (i’m not really sure why). We tried for a bit last year and was successful but it got to a point where he were having anal sex quite a bit and it was originally a boundary I didn’t want to cross. Just the feeling of cum in my ass needing to come out and my organs felt like they were in knots the next few days after. It was a no go zone for me but having a certain mental health issue, he loves crossing boundaries and doing taboo things (including anal). So I let him cross that boundary and now it just feels like a goal he can accomplish again.
Now he’s said he’s going to fuck me in the ass in a few days and i’m terrified. I’ve done some anal training as we call it but he’s saying if I ask him to stop, he’ll break up with me (we’re sorta on the rocks already). I can cry throughout it as well if needed but he’s not going to stop till he finishes. I can have a vibrator to help but is there anything I can do to help relax more?
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