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I’ve been with my wife for over twenty years and she’s my only sexual partner. She had a couple before be, but told me she was a virgin. In the beginning she would fake orgasms. Later she just became uninterested. If things didn’t happen immediately she took it as a sign that I didn’t find her attractive. That combined with eventually learning the truth about her past and faking only increased my anxiety, made things worse, and made her more upset. I thought things were getting better because I was doing the things she wanted only to find out it still wasn’t great for her. Meanwhile, she’s begun seeing an ex, someone that she let slip one time was really great. I’m devastated. I missed out on so much in my life and the intimacy I craved was never there or built on a lie.
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